aniwae...todae's my bdae...happy bdae to me...didnt go out aniwae todae...fell siock instead....wad a timing...haiz....sometimes u realise..as u grow older....bdaes are noting to u animore..u dun hav the time or the enjoyment tat we use to hav wen we were young...
oh how time flies....already 20yrs olds...man...im old already...
so...wassup with my life recently....well...i changed my job already....no more in guardian...now im in kk hosp...hehe....to me..its an achievement to be able to get that job..wahahahaha...
family?...hmmm...still the same....except tat my mum no more wrking...following an accident earlier tis yr...my sis...in millenia inst...my dad?same old tingy...noting much to sae....bf?hmm...as usual..too complicated to sae aniting....
speaking of bf....my x bf..putra...contacted me bck.....haha...yup2...shocking...but he seems nicer now than last time...much more fun to talk to...he told me he had an accident in wich he had a concussion...lost part of his memory..but he remembered me...hmm.....like fale huh?as much as i wana believe him...for old fren sake...its like...hmm...i hav my own suspicions too...haiya....hahahaha...dun care la..wateva it is..if hes telling the truth..hope he'll get well..
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hmm...now i dont noe wad else to type....hahaha...guess ill stop here for now..hopefully i'l hav the time to write in more often...
been too busy wit work...
aniwae....i try to recreate my friendster blog....but there seems to b a problem
wenever i try to view my blog....this is sooooooo upsetting.......aniwae...my entry tis
time is jus to drop by....i'll update more as time goes by......
tkcrz pple....cheers!!!!1
aniwae...yesterdae my mum n his met each oter.....they realli tok alot...haha.......they realli cant stop toking.....exchanging stories...and wat so eva.....lol...
ystd wen i reach the ward....saw him for the 1st time after his op...i cant stop my tears....i was soo sad to c my hubby lying there on the bed...helpless n in pain....it really hurts me alot.........he saw me cry...my mum cried too....its jus sad to c sumone u luv....always healthy...cheerful...suddenly helpless....n in pain.....i wanted sooo much to hug him ystd...but i noe i cant.....no words can describe how hurt i was to c him in that state.....no words can tell how much i miss him...how i wanted sooo much to hug him....n embrace him...never to let go...even for a moment.......mayb not for now....i'll jus wait for him to discharge from his ward.....then i'll hug him till im realliiii happy.....hahaha.................
aniwae....i aint gona write much...tired....n i wana watch tv!!!!yesh.....tkcrz pple...cheers!!!.....
p.s....sigh...tmr im working morning....haiz.....
sigh....time flies sooo fast...feels like it was jus yesterdae that i started my leave...now im going back to work tmr!!!......anywae....most of my frens are back from their taiwan training...including my hubby's frens.....so...sigh...he'll b back to his normal schedule....no more 8-5 schedule...lol....
he's going for his operation for his right wrist on the 27th..wich is nxt week...sigh....so fast...hope everyitng will go smoothly.....cant bear to c him in pain animore....
sorry that todaes entry is extremely short...got a fever...so cant tink much...till den...tkcrz pple!!!
the skool was wonderful....its like a walk thru a memories of the past.....after the events...me n my hubby...walked ard the skool........it was realli like old daes...every part of the skool that i walked ystd...holds beautiful memories of me n my frens........went to the artic...that place really changed....during my time it was jus an empty space...now its a place where student can relax...decorated wit handicraft n artwrk of students.......we passed the science lab....as i walked there...i can still c us...me n my classmates in there...doing our experiments.....fool ard in there.......memories of my secondary times still linger in my mind...how i truly miss the time wen i cud spent time in skool wit frens....all the silly tings we do....oh ya...i passed the design n tech room..haha...still remember the time wen me n my frens tired to run away from that class......hate it soo much...especially the teacher....well....that was like...4yrs ago.......
aniwae...guess wad my hubby gav me for my birthdae? creative mp3...1GB!!!!!!!!!!
he was the one hu wanted to buy that 1gb mp3 but end up...buying it for me...it was truly unexpected........tot he bought me a bag or sumting...but it was my mum in law hu gav me a bag....he gav me an mp3.....
wen i open the present i was tinking like mayb he gav me assesorries or wateva...then went i saw the label on the box...i was like...OMIGOD!!!!!its an mp3!!!!!haha.....can still remember the saw to c the box....hahaha..................
well im still in the shock now....damn...hes sooo sweet......realli....im realli touched by his sincererity........i can truly c...that hes being honest....n really committted to me...
"honey....tanxy soo much...i'll do my best...to b a good wife...luv u lots.....and always.....muackz!!!!!"
aniwae...as im typing tis blog...i jus got ready to go out for my sister's skool speech dae....wich is also my previous secondary school...lol...hahaha.its been quite some time since i last wen to that skool.....hmm...letme c.....last 2yrs?i tink?...hahaha.........cant remember.....aniwae...i noe theres alot of changes to that skool....lots of new teachers....most of the teachers from my time...hav either....transfered to anoter skool...further studies...go for courses...and get transfered to anoter skool....sad....like my form teacher....i tink now hes at anoter skool......wonder if he'll b there todae....it'll b great to c him again.....the teacher hu gav me courage n confident to go thru my studies...
those were the daes...haha...still remember the times where i used to drag wenever i nid to skool....complain wen teachers gives us homework...panic wenever we forgot to do homework...or forgot to bring it...haha....copy frens if we duno how to do it...haha.......still remember physics class...haha...i wun nvr pay attention in that class....wud fall aslp...well...not realli...jus sleepy...and cant pay attention to wad my teacher is saying...diyana wud slp....she wud jus lie her head on the table...and slp...like nobody's biznes...haha......mr ho,my physics teacher,....wud call out her name or go to her table to wake her up.....the rest of us wud jus giggle...same goes for english class.....hahaha.......my english was a nag....thats y class is always sooo boring.......damn........how i realli miss those times........all we worry abt is homework...test...and exams....hahaha.despite all that stress....we still hav time for fun....hanging out......being together most of the time....
well...time passed...and all of us moved on....now we hardly hav time for each oter....haha.but i noe...sum dae we will bump into each oter.....wud b nice to c a long lost fren...after sooo long nvr mit.....
aniwae....my hubby is late...we're supposed to mit at 9am.....and now its already 9.10am.....he is really late!!!!!!!we're supposed to b on the bus heading to my sis skool...and here i am still typing my blog...and him...im not sure where is he now...well...gtg....tkcrz....